If you don't understand the subject, consider yourself among the lucky.
For some reason, I've been remained in a wonderful state of being throughout the entirety of this day. The best and most perplexing thing, however, is that nothing out of the ordinary has occured! In fact, through a perpetual headache and lactose-induced pains, I've still managed to sustain my euphoric demeanor. Have you ever had one of those days where you can recognize all of your faults in their most basic of forms, yet despite their relevance and constancy, they have no negative impact on your current mental-disposition? I'm having one of those days.
I have no self confidence whatsoever, and I don't care.
I'm not intelligent, and I don't care.
I'm a gigantic bitch, and I don't care.
I lost money playing poker last night, and I don't care.
I'm a whiney fag, I'm a pasty geek, I'm an argumentative brat....
And I just don't care.
I danced around in my room after I got out of the shower for no reason, and with no attempt to accomplish anything.
Maybe everyone else feels this way all the time.
Perhaps I'm just too apathetic and jaded to realize how pitiful my existance is.
You know what?
I don't care!
And that's a complete lie!
hearing: Dashboard Confessional - Age Six Racer